Don’t look at me like that,
With those tiny doped eyes of yours,
They leave such influence on my mind,
I feel hallucinated and drunk,
I have a life beyond our love too,
How will I face my homies with those affected eyes,
When you look back at me again and over again,
It makes me prettier than what I am.
I feel confident enough to walk by your side,
Yes, sometimes I shrug my shoulders like a baby,
But I know we both are growing up in this love,
And every silent moment with you,
Adds new chapters to our story,
Let this story happen, without any words. °~
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~° Bazar se tu ye kaisa kaisa saman utha laya,
Meri jhonpadi me aag ko mehmaan bana laya,
Me to ek hi charag jalata hu bahar rakhkar,
Tu dikhane ko tamasha sara avaam utha laya,
Tu bhi kar apna shaunk pura kar,
Me bhi purani botal se ek jaam utha laya,
Sab marrey logon ko meri hi jagah milti hai,
Kahan se utha laya,ye masaan utha laya,
Ab sunata rahega sari raat mujhe kahaniyan,
Din bhar se kiske ehsaan utha laya,
Yahan se nikla tab murda hi tha tu,
Uski gali se kya guzra jigar me jaan bana laya,
Dohrata rahega ek hi naam ko bas,
Pata nahi kiske naam ko azaan bana laya. °~
~° A letter to a known letterbox. °~
I said holding her fingers on the table – “When you smile with those beautiful lips. I want to leave a lip-print there of mine.”
She took my heart countless number of times with her smile.
She talked while blushing-“What made you think,that I will let you do that?”,and she laughed saying those words.
“I just wanna taste if they are as sweet as what i kissed yesterday night”.
She hit me on my arm(laughing).
“Promise me,you will never change. You have been this to us for more than fifteen years. You have cried with me for all silly reasons,and you have made me laugh too for same silly reasons. You were always my love,not my husband. You are much better than perfect in my dictionary.”
“Just after taking you in my arms,and then kissing your forehead. I can promise anything to you. Before that i would say I promise that i will keep all my promises with you,I swear.”- I promised.
And she covered my eyes with her hand,and made my forehead wet.
I didn’t open my eyes even when she erased her palm from my eyes.
And i can’t stop smiling,my eyes are still closed. °~
Being blind was very new to me.
But i can imagine it clearly,your smile,lips stretching to extreme.
You picking slice of bread from toaster and you burnt your finger.
I remember how you react when it hurts.
It was so easy to see dreams with you,two persons four eyes,not it’s two persons two eyes and they are all with one person.
Odysseus of our dreams stops here now.You can’t afford to live with me now.I know it is to be blind,I don’t want you to be habitual of it,being my tail caring less about your life,it won’t work,no no it won’t.
Things that can happen are other things,things which are real are only world I know,I can’t see but I can touch.
You just go away wherever you like,you old good friends,family or wherever you want to.
I can’t manage to see what I really can’t.
Everything is black,when tear falls,it changes a bit,it’s just wet black…….
I was listning to you everytime,with sheer concern and involvement.
I heard what you said,but i never knew if you meant what you actually said.
Am preety confused with humans now,they say something,and they mean something else.
They smile and they are crying at the same time.
They even say they are okay,but they are all ill.
They are showing something and hiding something at the same time.
Even they are confused about what they should say and what they shouldn’t.
They are seeking for love and people be sympathetic with them,they who seek sympathy gain most of the love.
All wanna be happy.
Is suffering so bad?……no,after you,I am falling in love with it.
First we say we know each other,then we say we know just one part of each other,other is a misunderstanding.
Then we say we know half of its half,then it drops down to half of half of its half…….
Then comes time to say Goodbye.
And then time comes when we start thinking about each other.
Then we conclude we should say “Hi” to each other atleast,to the same person or the next.
And again we are in same whril.
Falling is inevitable……