Letter to a lover

~° A letter to a known letterbox. °~

I said holding her fingers on the table – “When you smile with those beautiful lips. I want to leave a lip-print there of mine.”
She took my heart countless number of times with her smile.
She talked while blushing-“What made you think,that I will let you do that?”,and she laughed saying those words.
“I just wanna taste if they are as sweet as what i kissed yesterday night”.
She hit me on my arm(laughing).
“Promise me,you will never change. You have been this to us for more than fifteen years. You have cried with me for all silly reasons,and you have made me laugh too for same silly reasons.  You were always my love,not my husband. You are much better than perfect in my dictionary.”
“Just after taking you in my arms,and then kissing your forehead. I can promise anything to you. Before that i would say I promise that i will keep all my promises with you,I swear.”- I promised.

And she covered my eyes with her hand,and made my forehead wet.
I didn’t open my eyes even when she erased her palm from my eyes.
And i can’t stop smiling,my eyes are still closed. °~

~° wo ghar °~

~° Tumhara bhaag k bheed me mil jana,
Or fir kahi kho jana,
Mera tumhe dhundhna,
Or wo tumhe dhundh na pana,
Mera itna gaer-zimmedar hona,
Tera salamat ghar pahunch jana,
Me dhundhta hu fir tumhe,
Wahi gaer-zimmedar insan hokar,
Tum salamat to pahunch jati ho,
Par ab humare ghar nahi aati.
Me sochta hu tumse ek bar baat karlu,
Humara ghar tumhe mangta hai,
Tumhare paaon k niche ab wo gali bhi nahin ati,
Jispe baatein karte hue hum darwaze tak aya karte the. °~

~° Badla waqt. °~

~° Kuch aisa mamla taiyar hua hai,
Bandh darwazon me abb vyapaar hua hai,

Pichla to pehle bhula bhi na gaya,
Din me jo milta hai raat ka yaar hua hai,

Rote the hum bar-ba kisi veham me,
Tum se miley hain thoda ikhtiyaar hua hai,

Hum me jo bhi tumhara humara raha hoga “Kadian”,
Waqt badla hai,sab zar-zar hua hai,

Jo hota hai zindagi me bas ek bar,
Tumhari hi sohbat hai,humein bar bar hua hai….. °~

~° A letter to a known letterbox. (#letter8)

Being blind was very new to me.
But i can imagine it clearly,your smile,lips stretching to extreme.
You picking slice of bread from toaster and you burnt your finger.
I remember how you react when it hurts.
It was so easy to see dreams with you,two persons four eyes,not it’s two persons two eyes and they are all with one person.
Odysseus of our dreams stops here now.You can’t afford to live with me now.I know it is to be blind,I don’t want you to be habitual of it,being my tail caring less about your life,it won’t work,no no it won’t.
Things that can happen are other things,things which are real are only world I know,I can’t see but I can touch.
You just go away wherever you like,you old good friends,family or wherever you want to.
I can’t manage to see what I really can’t.
Everything is black,when tear falls,it changes a bit,it’s just wet black…….

~° A letter to a known letterbox. (#letter6) °~

I was listning to you everytime,with sheer concern and involvement.
I heard what you said,but i never knew if you meant what you actually said.
Am preety confused with humans now,they say something,and they mean something else.
They smile and they are crying at the same time.
They even say they are okay,but they are all ill.
They are showing something and hiding something at the same time.
Even they are  confused about what they should say and what they shouldn’t.
They are seeking for love and people be sympathetic with them,they who seek sympathy gain most of the love.
All wanna be happy.
Is suffering so bad?……no,after you,I am falling in love with it.
First we say we know each other,then we say we know just one part of each other,other is a misunderstanding.
Then we say we know half of its half,then it drops down to half of half of its half…….
Then comes time to say Goodbye.
And then time comes when we start thinking about each other.
Then we conclude we should say “Hi” to each other atleast,to the same person or the next.
And again we are in same whril.
Falling is inevitable……